Smite My Forehead

Smite my
forehead,
I’ve had it all
wrong.

I’ve imagined
a Maker
Whom I
was meant to
search for,

in meditations, or
sacred libraries, or
kneel-in
prayer closets.

As if He, She –
okay, THEY –
intended our
lives to be
one
long
game
of Hide-and-Seek.

I may have
found
something:

Perhaps
the Maker
longs to
look for
Us,

in our
goofy romances,
our
sweaty games,
our
brush-stroked paintings,
our
dervish dances,
our
Marvel movies,
our
beautiful, beautiful
Books.

Perhaps
our Maker
adores Us
so much
They want
nothing more
than to see
What
We can
Make.

(Photo by Ari He; UnSplash)

 

Standing Ovation

Imagine You’re
the Playwright of
Your Life,

You scripted it
before You ever
came onstage.

Of course
You planned
to play Your
way through
risky
Improvisations,

after all,
who doesn’t love
a Mystery?

Other Players
share Your stage,
there’d be
no Show
without Them,

Some play
Heroes,
Some play
Crooks,

next time –
there’ll be a
next time,
You all love
Theater –

next time
maybe You’ll
play the Crook,
or maybe
You’ll die
in the second act
and bring Your
audience to
tears.

You’ve been told
Your Play
will be reviewed
by a Critic
who thinks
He’s God,

but that’s a Lie
and here’s the Truth:

It’s The One
who leapt up
when You took
your bow,

who set off
a standing ovation,

The One who
can’t wait to
see Your next
Show,
who’s loved
Everything You’ve done.

That’s The One
some call
God.

(Photo by Anthony Delanoix; UnSplash)

 

It’s Just a Train Whistle

Every morning,
around 4 a.m.,
a train whistles
into my head
and stops
somewhere behind
my closed eyes.

Without hesitation
I board and
off we go.

The landscape
we roll through
is as familiar as
my damp pillow.

Billboards
spelling out
every adventure
I missed
because I feared
the effort or
thought I smelled
danger.

Neon signs
vivid with the
panoramas
of every misadventure
I didn’t avoid
because I
closed my eyes
and laid my head
back on the
couch cushion.

Fields of
dreams I
planted,
but wandered off
and someone else
picked the fruit and
plucked the flowers.

I ride this train
nearly every day,
but I’m thinking
I do too much thinking.

Today could be
the day
I see the train
coming and
wave it through
without stopping.

Why do I imagine
I must
get onboard?

Awhile ago
I received
a message

that I’m
adored
by the Maker of
All That Is,

inviting me to
remember
I have lifetimes
of Adventures
awaiting,
acres of
landscapes
where dreams
can be planted.

I don’t need
to keep
taking that train.

(Photo by Brian Suman; UnSplash)

 

The Specifications of You

Are You still looking
for the Specifications
for The Perfect Human?

Still imagining
a distant Deity
with The Specifications
hanging on the Wall
of Their Throne Room,
for comparison
purposes,
when it’s time
to make a record
of Your performance?

Are You still combing
the shelves of the
Self-Help section at
What Have You Done With
Your Self
Bookstore?

Following
@YouCanDoBetter
on Facebook?

Have you crafted
your New Year’s
Resolutions,
copied word-for-word from
The Specifications?

What if
it turns out
there are no
Specifications,

except the ones
formed by
Fearmongers,
written above
the forged signatures
of their
impersonated
Deities?

What if
that photograph
of You
grinning,
after finding
the perfect words
to tattoo on
your inner arm,

what if
that photograph
of You
grinning
has all
The Perfect Specifications
for
You?