{"id":1112,"date":"2021-09-10T11:27:20","date_gmt":"2021-09-10T18:27:20","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/stevegillard.com\/erleichda\/?p=1112"},"modified":"2025-01-16T06:20:30","modified_gmt":"2025-01-16T14:20:30","slug":"disorderly-conduct","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/stevegillard.com\/erleichda\/2021\/09\/10\/disorderly-conduct\/","title":{"rendered":"Disorderly Conduct"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>
\n <\/p>\n

Disorderly Conduct<\/strong><\/p>\n

I sometimes suffer
\nfrom multiple
\npersonality disorder.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s not the multiple
\npersonalities
\nthat are the problem.<\/p>\n

After all,
\nsome of us
\nhave acquired
\ngreat skill with
\nmultiple personalities.<\/p>\n

We watch their
\nmovies and
\nstagecraft and
\nperformances and
\napplaud them.<\/p>\n

No.
\nThe problem
\nis when there is
\ndisorder and
\nI imagine
\nthat one of
\nmy personalities,
\nsay,
\nthe lazy one,
\nis actually me.
\nOr the angry one,
\nor the terrified one,
\nor the distanced or
\ndisconnected one.<\/p>\n

If I remember,
\ninstead,
\nthat I Am
\nthe Soul
\nof Me,
\na portal to
\nThe Mystery,
\nand not
\na personality,
\nand if I remember
\nthe same is true
\nfor you,<\/p>\n

perhaps we can
\nrestore
\nsome order, or
\neven create some
\nArt.<\/p>\n

(Photo by Hans Isaacson; UnSplash)<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

  Disorderly Conduct I sometimes suffer from multiple personality disorder. It\u2019s not the multiple personalities that are the problem. After all, some of us have acquired great skill with multiple personalities. We watch their movies and stagecraft and performances and applaud them. No. The problem is when there is disorder and I imagine that one […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1112","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poems"],"aioseo_notices":[],"aioseo_head":"\n\t\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t\n\t\t